Paranoia or Intuition

I’m tired

Of begging

Pleading

Pulling and pushing

Tearing and digging

Is what I’m feeling paranoia or intuition?

Is my brain telling me something my heart doesn’t want to accept?

Or is my brain sabotaging my heart?

Do I ignore this

Shut the door on these anxieties

Or do I dive into this desolation

It’s horrible not knowing if I can even trust my own feelings.

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