List of Wants

  • Have a stronger relationship with God (work in progress)
  • Enough money to confidently produce a child or 3 (HA!)
  • Be a mom with a career 
  • Get over this writers block and writers fear (I don’t even know how to progress with this one)
  • Get a tape recorder.. old school one.. because all my ‘good’ writing thoughts on characters or pieces are always when I’m half asleep, drunk, at work, or pooping. Come on man….
  • Publish a book
  • See Louis C.K live 
  • Own a 67 Chevy Impala
  • Stop apologizing for how I chose to survive 
  • Stop trying to meet society’s expectations 
  • Stop asking for the worlds permission instead of Gods!!
  • The ability to unabashedly laugh freely
  • Have more confidence in myself 
  • Be more honest with myself.. and be cool with all that brings. I’m me. 
  • Say I’m sorry, and screw pride. (Work in progress)
  • Learn French. Or Spanish. Both are so beautiful 
  • Make more lists of what I’m thankful for.
  • Tell my depression to go straight back to the hell from which it came. And take its little dog (anxiety) too.