Have a stronger relationship with God (work in progress)
Enough money to confidently produce a child or 3 (HA!)
Be a mom with a career
Get over this writers block and writers fear (I don’t even know how to progress with this one)
Get a tape recorder.. old school one.. because all my ‘good’ writing thoughts on characters or pieces are always when I’m half asleep, drunk, at work, or pooping. Come on man….
Publish a book
See Louis C.K live
Own a 67 Chevy Impala
Stop apologizing for how I chose to survive
Stop trying to meet society’s expectations
Stop asking for the worlds permission instead of Gods!!
The ability to unabashedly laugh freely
Have more confidence in myself
Be more honest with myself.. and be cool with all that brings. I’m me.
Say I’m sorry, and screw pride. (Work in progress)
Learn French. Or Spanish. Both are so beautiful
Make more lists of what I’m thankful for.
Tell my depression to go straight back to the hell from which it came. And take its little dog (anxiety) too.