On Feeling Lost

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I have been so overwhelmed. This week alone has felt like it’s own month. I have been working so hard, but I don’t feel like I’ve achieved or accomplished anything. I feel like I’m wandering around. 

I realize that I’ve reached goals, and now I’m out of important goals. Out of the things I can change. I hate feeling like my fate is in someone else’s hands. 

I hate feeling so lost and confused. I hate this dark abyss. I feel like I’m just treading water. Pleading with myself. Don’t give up, you’ll drown! But you get tired trying to stay afloat, trying to not sink. 

I’m bloody lost and tired. 

Published by Chelsee Fielding

I use to write so often. The words spilling out of my heart faster than my hands could keep up. That's my venture. To find that again. Many people think they should keep their life experiences to themselves if they're deemed ugly. I know from experience how many lives can be saved if you just share them instead. You are not alone. God is my rock, my walls, my home. From a small town in east Alabama. And a working class gal.

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